You people, when I ask for concrit, I meant concrit, not endless praise. You people make me wanna hide under the freaking desk, for the chrissake. And it does not HELP ME IMPROVE.



...not that I don't appreciate the praise, on the contrary, but it doesn't help the fact that I'm a perfectionistic MESS when it comes to roleplay.





...okay, make that when it comes to EVERYTHING.


Also, lmfao what, why does my RL timing conveniently draw me away from all things anon memes, drama and whatsits. I can never stop being glad about it. Yet, I think it's precisely that kind of thing that makes me unfit for modship or popularity or anything of the kind. Sure, when people vote me as team captain of something, even though I always point out that I'm not interested in the position, when it's a team where I actually meet people and interact with as a whole, I actually take some of my time and work to be the captain they want me to be [never what I want to be, though. I fly better solo, and the team mates should always know that regardless of me being captain or not, but I'd like to think of myself as not entirely selfish] if they insist [which has, unfortunately, happened]. In the internet, it doesn't work that way. I don't get any references from when or where to start, and honestly most people don't really give me much of a will when I regard them.

The whole "I can't believe I'm working for you RETARDS" kinda feeling, ya know? Which might be entirely superficial of me, but hey, prove me wrong. Not that I don't want to help, but... ah, fuck it.

Got to my parents' place to find out that the housekeeper hung my pajamas in the closet. Usually I fold it under my pillow or something.

Please tell me I'm not the only one who finds that mindboggling. Just... why??

Getting into studying gear again, and the start isn't going well. The engine just won't lock, you know? Which makes my rhythm go slooooooooooooow and me getting distracted every other five minutes. I know with practice I'll get better, but so far, it's infuriating.

I'm feeling like a sniper who can't really find a clear shot because he's too busy taking out the lint from his shirt, and my head is the exasperated Scout that's shouting at him to pay attention through the headphones.. It's all a big asghdfgakhjsdfjaghjd fwqkjahdgjahsgfhjsafgjdha bdjngdbja daxjnfkgkifnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh until I'm keysmashed out.



...enough of my winning. Here's the METAL GEAR SOLID 4 SOUNDTRACK. Which is absolutely amazing, if you ask me.

Personally, my favorites are... almost every single song by Harry Gregson-Williams, there. But:
Love Theme,
Old Snake,
Full Circle
One More Reboot
Desperate Chase,
Midnight Shadow,
White Blood [Raiden's theme, for those who are wondering]
Drebin 893
BB Corps

Are those you should listen to.

Then share what you think with me, yeah?



...lmfao I amuse myself with tags

I finally had the patience and the opportunity to make a post with links to my characters's profiles and give people a chance to place some constructive criticism here. I'm sure I'm not the only one who hates waiting for memes of the like to give their opinion, and even when there are those around, sometimes they don't remember what they want to say on that moment. And because of that, here, have a permanent post.


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